So I found this post I screenshot a while ago by Nicole Binion I wanted to share wha she said
Your Calling Is Going To Crush You. If you’re called to mend the broken hearted, you’re going to wrestle with broken heartedness. If your called to prophesy, you’re going to struggle to control your mouth. If you’re called to lay hands, you will battle spiritual viruses. If you are called to preach and teach the gospel, you will be sifted for the wisdom that anoints the message. If you are called to empower, your self esteem will be attacked, your successes will be hard fought. Your calling will come with cups, thorns. And sifting that are necessary for your mantle to be authentic, humble, and powerful. Your crushing won’t be easy because your assignment is not easy. YOUR OIL IS NOT CHEAP.
Crushing produces the Oil (Anointing)